Saturday, October 31, 2009
people ask me all the time why i'm so "hateful" towards my generation of teens. it's not that i'm hating, it's just i've grown up. honestly, i could care less about spending X amount of dollars on myhirt, jeans and matching dunks anymore. honestly, all that money i spent.. i'll never be able to get back. my generation is stuck on the material posssions. no one really seems to appreciate anything anymore. it took me meeting a few cool, down to earth people that follow their "Minimalism" beliefs. minimalism is whenyou only go out and purchase/live with the bare necissesities, basically things that re essential for life. i think following this "trend" for lack of better words will help keep me sane, and not having to keep up with John Doe and his shoe collection. go ahead, take my dunks.. and my shirts.. and my g-shocks, i don't care. i don't need to impress anyone, whats the point? the same kids dropping all this loot on their apperance are usually the most uncomfortable with themselves.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
the state of the u.s.
i don't think people really understand that in order for the country to get better, we have to get worse. yeah, that means us spending more money and getting into a deeper deficit. i wish republicans would get over themselves and work on the country together, and not worry about maing Obama look bad. we're in troube if something isn't done sooner or later.
i don't think people really understand that in order for the country to get better, we have to get worse. yeah, that means us spending more money and getting into a deeper deficit. i wish republicans would get over themselves and work on the country together, and not worry about maing Obama look bad. we're in troube if something isn't done sooner or later.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
i've been all over the place lately.
-still lacking motivation for school, honestly.. i'm taking these bullshit ass classes, i'm ready to take shit that i really need
-hanging out with people again, and not being a hermit haha.
-everything with the girlfriend is going well, a few bumps. i miss her all the fucking time.
-SECOND unsuccesfuljob interview, honestly.. i'm ready to throw in the towel.
-5 days without a blunt, and honestly.. i feel like a new person because of this newfound lifestyle.
basically, i need to start posting on here more. i have alot more writing to post, and some artwork XD. until next time fam.
-still lacking motivation for school, honestly.. i'm taking these bullshit ass classes, i'm ready to take shit that i really need
-hanging out with people again, and not being a hermit haha.
-everything with the girlfriend is going well, a few bumps. i miss her all the fucking time.
-SECOND unsuccesfuljob interview, honestly.. i'm ready to throw in the towel.
-5 days without a blunt, and honestly.. i feel like a new person because of this newfound lifestyle.
basically, i need to start posting on here more. i have alot more writing to post, and some artwork XD. until next time fam.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
The man that was single handedly the most responsible for my skateboard addicition. New York City, circa 2003, i made a trip with my older cuz to the Brooklyn Banks, one of the more famous skate spots in the East Coast. Anyways, the Zoo York crew was there for a demo, and i was in awe. I've never seen skateboarding at a level like this, but i was instanly hooked. Earlier hat day, i went out and got a little WalMart board. I was too embarassed to skate in front of the other guys, so ifound a little spot where i wasn't going to be spotted. I already knew how to cost, but i really wanted to ollie. After MANY failed attempts, i see this lack hand on my shoulder. It was Harold Hunter. He had on a big ZY shirt and this bustd Yankee fitted. He said, you need to jump while you pop.. I couldn't even say anything, i was in awe. He spent the next half hour showing me how to ollie, and when i got it down.. he told me stories about is old skateboarding days. That was the day i fell in love with skateboarding, and i thank him for that. When i found out he passed in 2006 of a cocaine overdose, my heart dropped. He was a hero, a legend. His saying was "Legends Never Die", so Harold Hunter's legacy must live on.
Unfortunatly i moved to North Carolina in 2006, so i haven't been able to go to the annual Harold Hunter Day BBQ/Skate meet. I plan on making a trip out there as soon as i can for this. Check out Hyoebeast's Harold Hunter Day article here.
Unfortunatly i moved to North Carolina in 2006, so i haven't been able to go to the annual Harold Hunter Day BBQ/Skate meet. I plan on making a trip out there as soon as i can for this. Check out Hyoebeast's Harold Hunter Day article here.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
in 6th grade, a few friends introduced me to ciggarettes.
i liked them, i liked them alot. by the time i hit 7th and 8th grades, the rich kids at my middle school introduced me to marijuana… i liked that evern more.
in 9th grade, this girl introduced me to Oxy, i loved it..
in 10th grade, this girl introduced me to coke, and i fell in love.
between 6th grade and 11th grade, i was doing drugs on the regular. right before class, smoked weed. get coked up before football games. i honestly can’t believe i’m not dead. that was a hard part of my life, my dad was never around, my stepmom treated me like shit.. my grandparents moved.. and shortly after my wonerful grandfather and great grandmother passed. i had no other way to cope, my brother moved to North Carolina before i did, and my dad worked 20 hours a day. i spent days, in my familys second house.. alone, without food for most of them, or air conditioning. i had no friends close by, no family in the state. drugs was all i knew, and i loved doing it. it got to the point were i’d do anything for a high, i’d beat kids up for mney, i’d sell/grow my own shit.. i even robbed neighbors. the saddest point in my life.
a week ago, i talked to my grandmother about all this. it tore her up inside. i told her i still smoked, and i popped pills every so often. then, that same fucking night, on Nat. Geo, a documentary on Straight Edge kids came on. i always laughed at these kids, especialy because the scene kids kind of fucked up the whole true meaning of beig straight edge. after watching it with her, she looks at me and says, “those are the kind of people i can see you around”. i’ve always like Minor Threat and Have Heart, but ive never dabbled with the idea of being straight edge. but honestly, it’s definatly going to be one of the best decisions i’ll ever make in my life. so to all my followers on here, October 12, 2009 is the begining of the new me. im not going to force my beiefs down your throat, but today is th day i claim edge. this is a lifelong commitment that i’m going to follow.
i liked them, i liked them alot. by the time i hit 7th and 8th grades, the rich kids at my middle school introduced me to marijuana… i liked that evern more.
in 9th grade, this girl introduced me to Oxy, i loved it..
in 10th grade, this girl introduced me to coke, and i fell in love.
between 6th grade and 11th grade, i was doing drugs on the regular. right before class, smoked weed. get coked up before football games. i honestly can’t believe i’m not dead. that was a hard part of my life, my dad was never around, my stepmom treated me like shit.. my grandparents moved.. and shortly after my wonerful grandfather and great grandmother passed. i had no other way to cope, my brother moved to North Carolina before i did, and my dad worked 20 hours a day. i spent days, in my familys second house.. alone, without food for most of them, or air conditioning. i had no friends close by, no family in the state. drugs was all i knew, and i loved doing it. it got to the point were i’d do anything for a high, i’d beat kids up for mney, i’d sell/grow my own shit.. i even robbed neighbors. the saddest point in my life.
a week ago, i talked to my grandmother about all this. it tore her up inside. i told her i still smoked, and i popped pills every so often. then, that same fucking night, on Nat. Geo, a documentary on Straight Edge kids came on. i always laughed at these kids, especialy because the scene kids kind of fucked up the whole true meaning of beig straight edge. after watching it with her, she looks at me and says, “those are the kind of people i can see you around”. i’ve always like Minor Threat and Have Heart, but ive never dabbled with the idea of being straight edge. but honestly, it’s definatly going to be one of the best decisions i’ll ever make in my life. so to all my followers on here, October 12, 2009 is the begining of the new me. im not going to force my beiefs down your throat, but today is th day i claim edge. this is a lifelong commitment that i’m going to follow.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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Friday, October 2, 2009
"You’re the sun in the morning
I love it when you shine
I’m the one when you want it
Come get it anytime (Hey yeah)
Said it’s not something that money can buy (you know)
But it is something that I can give all night
You are precious so I”ll move what you ask
In an effort baby girl to impress
Cause I want to…"
I love it when you shine
I’m the one when you want it
Come get it anytime (Hey yeah)
Said it’s not something that money can buy (you know)
But it is something that I can give all night
You are precious so I”ll move what you ask
In an effort baby girl to impress
Cause I want to…"
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